This may be helpful...I was getting my testosterone compounded but decided I did not want to spend $60 a month so I asked my Ob if I can get prescribed the "men's" version. She told me that it will be a year's worth and expensive but using Good RX would help. When I went to pick up my prescription from CVS the bill was ~$385. When I used Good RX it brought down the price to $80. I had no idea! Now I have a year's worth!
I am in the final stages of transitioning out of most of my friendships. The last 4 years have been the hardest. I never wanted to let go of toxic people because I was afraid of having no friends. My family drilled into me I am a loser, everyone hates me and I am not worthy of love. I have had decades of therapy but it was after my mom and brother betrayed me and I almost lost my mind that I realized I needed to get rid of all toxic people. I only speak with a few family members. I also had a friend who betrayed me to my brother and then the friends who still wanted to be friends with that a-hole even though they knew what he did to me. I have an amazing husband and his family in my life. I have a full and busy life. I have 4 beautiful dogs who are my companions. I have told my "friend" who was my maid of honor that I am stepping back from anyone who is still friends with this a-hole. I have removed all friends who think what is happening in the county has nothing to do with them. I am hispanic and most of them are white. I have a friend who just reached out and wanted to get together even though I have backed away from her two years ago because she is in an abusive relationship (off and on for 20 years now) and I do not want that energy around me. I have a few friends left but I do not talk to much.I have removed many "friends" from FB and thinking of deleting my FB altogether. I just do not want to let anyone in any more. I have not done a good job of protecting my heart but I am now. I have tons of volunteer work, protesting and other things. I hope I will meet healthier people but if not, I am good. This is a huge transformation for me. Navigating friends has always been hard because most of them were so toxic. Here I am..with my big girl pants on.