Leaving everything for your dream
I’m 30 years old and live in Germany but it’s always been my dream to live on Koh Phangan in Thailand.
I do have a very nice life in Germany. Stable relationship with my girlfriend, same with my parents. One very good friend here, one good friend in a different city and one good friend in Austria. I’m not very outgoing, so that’s perfect to me. I have a very very good job, that is mostly fun, pays very good and is not very demanding. Lots of free time. 2 cats that I love and an awesome apartment. I’m not unhappy here, I like my life a lot and so I actually forgot about Thailand.
But now something has changed. I learned that there is some money waiting for me. Quite a lot actually. Might be in a year, might be in ten. But this made me think about Thailand again. In Germany I could have a nicer house and work less. In Thailand I might not have to work at all. Plus I could have all the things I love so so much about the place. The fruits, the weather, the people and so on.
But that would mean leaving everything. My girlfriend would not wanna come with me. So I’d lose her, I’d lose the cats, I’d see my parents maybe twice a year, my friends probably even less. But I guess i would make new friends there quickly.
I’m not sure what to do.
I don’t know if I’m ready to leave everything I know and love for my dream. Plus there is a chance that i actually don’t like it there after some time, I can’t know that. Then I’d come back, probably lose everything I left just to be here again. I would probably never find such a good job again, it really is a rare gem. The money is not enough to support me forever in Germany, so I might have to get back to some job I don’t like again, like I did for many years. Maybe only part time at least, but still.
Did anyone here have a similar situation? What’s your take?