capri venus retrograde
hi guys!!
so i’m not exactly new to astrology but i’ve never studied it on a professional level, only through social media & my cool smart friends.
i’m curious about this placement in my birth chart. it seems kinda fucked up to me but i might also miss some points since my knowledge is mostly surface level.
i’m 20 and i’ve never dated. romantic part of life was something nonexistent to me, like i genuinely never cared about it. like, i knew it existed, i knew it’s fun and i knew it’s supposed to happen to me at some point, but i never wanted or needed it to an extent of actually thinking about it or working on it.
an then when i was like 19 i realized everyone around me started dating. for some reason i was actually bewildered that people cared, i was like “oh?? it was really a thing?”
then i learned about my venus and was like… oh…
i also found out that donna tartt’s venus is also capricorn and she once said something like “i’ll never get married” and, apparently, she never did lol.
i’ve fallen in love (or something i think was love) like 3 times in my entire life and i’ve never done anything to make it work because 1. it was someone significantly older 2. it was someone who had zero interest in me 3. it was a person in a position of power (quite fits the stereotype).
i’m really curious to hear some of your thoughts / opinions and experiences if you have similar placements!! am i fucked?