u/Electronic_Aerie5411

1 weeek and 4 days. and just failed. can’t believe it. going confession soon God forgive me for I’m a sinner

I feel ive fell down a great rabbit hole of scrupulosity, throughout the day im examining myself seeing if ive commited mortal sin, constantly stressing over if ive commited certain sin and making myself feel like a disgusting horrific sinner (which i am) but its got to the point where its massively affecting my life. Any advice?

Im a new convert and while im away this weekend im going to visit the TLM for the first time. Any advice on what i should do and how to prepare and what to expect? Thank you!

Today has been the hardest, constant temptation. I decided to come on here for a couplwe of minutes and monitor myself as this is the app i normally fail on. No matter how hard i run or pray it feels as if it doesnt go away. I must push through this and im surprised i made it this far throughout the day without failing as normally i fall to this amount of temptation. That must be a sign of something working right. I feel so sinful, im catholic and thinking on ur lust is mortal sin. This one video of prn keeps replaying in my head but i push it away with prayer and dont dwell on it, is this mortal sin?