u/ElectronicRelease260

My girl has had a few splits with her BPD where she threatens to leaves the house. I usually do everything for her as I should as a man. This time we were out of town and I dropped her off to get her nails done and I went to go clean my car . I missed her call like one time and she got so mad telling me to come get her. She accused me of being with another woman all because I didn’t see the call in time. I immediately called her back and she told me come get her she was done. She spazzed on me in the car .When we got back home she left and took all her things. The next day she apologized and she told me she needs time to heal. I respect myself but I also have feelings for her I care so I messaged her few days later. She told me she “misses me” and told me to come see her. I came to see her and she fooled me she just wanted to make love . After we did it she went right back to having an attitude when I wanted to address our problems . It really hurts because I feel used . She couldn’t be there for me mentally..It was only physical. She always wanted to make love 24/7 and told me I was the best she ever had because I make her orgasm a lot . Shortly after I left and haven’t heard from her since . I just wanted to talk things out I feel like a toy.