u/ElectronicAd6139

For background I am a CS and Statistics students in T20 school in USA. I am about to graduate with 3.3 cgpa. All my life I have done things to please my parents, their love is so conditional I am exhausted. I hate cs to the core I wanted to study business and film but the classic case apparently there doesn’t exist any better career than being in the engineering field or medical field. During covid my parents had a big fight and since then their marriage is literally dead and they say they are together because of the kids. I sincerely believe they should divorce. I have been called collateral damage by my father and forced to do things by my mother. Everything I do is controlled by my mother from the things I wear to the career I choose. My father is emotionally unavailable. The current job market is bad and sometimes I feel like just quitting. The only good thing in my life is my boyfriend. How to cope up with a dysfunctional family redditors.