u/Electronic-Worker-92

I’m writing this because truthfully, I think I’m struggling more than I thought I was, but I don’t know where any of my emotions are really coming/stemming from but recently I have just been really sad and just feeling super lonely without my boyfriend being here he graduates basic training in one week and I know that doesn’t sound too serious cause I know that things could be worse, but I already feel like this is the worst i’ve had some self-doubt/overthinking about this relationship a couple times before, but I guess I haven’t felt as sad as I do now I love my boyfriend and I don’t wanna leave him, and I have no intentions of trying to leave him he’s everything I would ever want, but him not being here has really affected me more than I thought it has been. Today I got a call from him and everything was normal like usual. The energy between us was great communication was the same. It’s always good, but after he hung up the phone, I just felt a random wave of all these negative feelings like sadness, self doubt, and overall just overthinking I don’t know why it happened I don’t know if these feelings are coming from the fact that I don’t think I’ll be able to see him when he graduates. I don’t know if these feelings are just coming from my overthinking and recently struggling to trust or the fact that I simply don’t have a lot of people I can turn to to talk about these things, but overall I guess I’m just trying to figure out if it genuinely does get better from here or if this lonely feeling will only get worse I will say I am kind of sensitive and kind of a crybaby, but I feel like I’ve thugged this out way better than any “hard” situations I’ve been in PLEASE HELP A SISTA OUT!