u/Electronic-Tone1000

I was just looking at old pictures of me as a little girl and couldn’t help but feel so bad for her. I would have been so traumatized if I knew what kind of shit would occur as an adult. I’ve wondered where it all went wrong, but I’m realizing it was a slow buildup and maybe little me wouldn’t have been surprised. Depressed, lonely, neurotypical, dopamine seeking, desperate. Anyone else look at their past self and think, “yeah that makes sense how it all turned out”? When did you start seeing addictive behaviors in yourself?