Question for women; do you think about him?
After 7months of intense love and chemistry. An affair that turned into a relationship. We chose each other with all the flaws and imperfections. We planned a future together.
Dday happened. Kids got in the way. Families knew. Our future got doomed even though they are divorcing but having the husband and kids mad at me for life was just hard to imagine.
We tried to keep going for 2 months. Things became very toxic and kept hurting more people.
I miss her everyday. I read our conversations. I look at the photos…
I ended up leaving my SO to sit through the grief..
I went no contact and then we broke it. Now another week of no contact.. I’m blocked everywhere.. I caught her unblocking me to check my social media
As a woman, do think about your ex affair partner? Do you remember the places you’ve been to? The words? The songs? Even if things ended on bad terms?
I tried to block my emotions for a night, I brought a girl home that was fucking gorgeous and wanted to jump into a relationship.. I slept with her just to feel again but I couldn’t stop thinking My Ex… I couldn’t even cum after 1.5hrs of sex
I don’t know how to move on.. I get angry sometimes and sometimes I think its best it all ended because we caused so much destruction.
I will forever love her and I hope it was just as real for her
✅Edit: I wrote this as I’m listening to
“Black by Pearl Jam” 🎵 if you know you know