u/Electronic-Fly-6063

for ages i knew i didn’t care about gender when thinking of a partner i really just cared about who that person is, generally growing up i preferred gay porn but not always and 2 years ago is when i started meeting some new people and i had a bit experience with both ways it didn’t go amazingly because i was nervous, then later i met the most amazing girl and i new i wanted to be with her forever and i still do but we’ve always had weird experiences together about sex and it’s always on my side sometimes it just doesn’t feel right but i cant imagine being with a man would be too much better idk, this year ive been trying to find more my true self and ive been exploring myself more and no im not sure if i even like having sex with women and i seem to be desiring men but is it worth risking the only person i really love and cares about me