Bigla siyang nag-bago, should I be worried?
Problem/Goal: Bigla nalang siya nag bago, should I be worried?
Context: 3 years engaged na kami nang fiancé (F) ko and we are planning to get married pero can't get married since ang dami pang utang so we can't really afford it. In the past 3 years we are good naman, communication, s*x, and going out kahit madalas wala kaming pera.
Also We are both working, she is working 2 jobs, I also have a job, and lahat nang sahod ko ever since sakaniya napupunta. I have noticed this changes in the past few months siguro mga 3 or 4 months na parang wala na siyang gana saakin, kapag mag kasama kami lagi nalang siyang galit, simpleng bagay lumalaki, and recently natatakot na tlaga ako kasi siya na nag iinitiate nang hiwalayan, everytime na nag aaya ako nang s*x parang diring diri siya saakin, and minsan kahit hawakan ko siya is iniiwas nyo sarili nya, nakaka down lang pag ka lalake. We haven't have sex for almost 3 months na, and prior to that it took atleast 5 months bago kami s*x.
Previous Attempts: I have tried asking her about what's going on if may problema ba or what so we can talk about it, and sabi niya wala naman daw and everything is all goods, but I am sensing differently, I know and I can feel that there is something wrong. Di ko lang ma pinpoint if nag sisi naba siya na nag "Yes" siya saakin before when I asked her to marry me.
Sometimes I am questioning myself if Am I enough for her? or is everything I do for her is enough.
P.S. Sorry not really good at writing.