I had a MFM appointment today. I am 18 weeks 4 days. I had 2.5 cm of AFI. So now I’m going to be tested tomorrow morning to see if my water broke. The doctor said we need to gather more information before she can properly diagnose me. She told me to drink as much water as I can. She told me it could be because of the babies kidney or bladder function, or placenta issues, or my water is broken.
I’m just frustrated because it’s like why me? I’ve had troubles with past pregnancies. Why can’t I just have a normal healthy pregnancy like everyone else in my family. It makes me angry. I just want to give up now and never ever try for a baby again. I have a healthy 12 year old son (who actually was born at 25 weeks) and a healthy 9 month old that I carried full term. I’ll be 33 this July. So maybe this is it for me and I should just give up and get my tubes tied.