u/ElectionKey32

I know that’s an obvious statement but as someone who just started hooking up, it’s crazy to actually experience it. I think it’s worth noting off the bat that I was not insanely attracted to the guys I’ve hooked up with so far except one. First example, blowjobs look hot in porn but when I first sucked dick, it felt weird and not as hot as it’s depicted. I wasn’t into licking the guys balls. Second example, cum looks good in porn but I gagged and was grossed out by in real life. Third example, it’s actually a struggle to get the guys dick in you sometimes. I don’t know if I was too tight or if the guy wasn’t horny enough but he just couldn’t enter me. What I’m saying is that there is a big gap between what I like to watch and what I actually like to do in real life. I’m a newbie and there’s plenty of I haven’t tried such as rimming. So far what I seem to enjoy is lots of body contact and kissing. But so far my 5 hook ups so far have been meh and it’s making me think sex isn’t all that.