TPN?
Not looking to dispute my situation here. I know the risks and that docs are often reluctant to order TPN, but its become a necessity for me. My body has been rejecting foods for a long time now and I'm now facing hospitalization to begin TPN next week. Possibly for good.
I'm feeling so many things. In the last years of her life, Mom was on TPN for 5 years. She said she wished shed been on it sooner BC it drastically improved her quality of life. Ims looking forward to that after a very long exhausting battle with food and my body.
I'm also very scared. I don't know what to expect. But the things I do know right now are I'm scared about having to access/deaccess my port for TPN every week. Today I got IV fluids due to dehydration and the access process was so painful I cried and cried, as I realized this would be a weekly event for a very long time. I always feel...traumatized (??) When my port gets accessed. Its always painful BC its difficult to access. Second port I've had in 11 years BC weight fluctuation due to chemo/malnutrition over the years. They placed a new one a few years back BC of a significant tiltm this one is still hard to access tho.
Anyone else on TPN?