My bf (19 M) and me(20 F)have been dating for 3 years and he told me he was a virgin to me. So I thought we both were so genuine first love of each others and we lost it to each other so it felt really connecting in a spiritual type of way for me . I only found that he had 2 bodies before me some days ago and he had lied to me in our entire relationship. I thought for a while and I thought I was being dramatic and he is good to me right now so it shouldn’t matter, but I can’t get over it my heart hurts so much so I constantly begged for reassurance from him and he lost it one day and blurted out that “f**ing them felt better than you” and I was so hurt I cried so much then I again forgave him for saying so until today, I stalked one of the exes and I found out he liked her post when we were like 4 months in dating . I called him out and he called me crazy for stalking which I agree but I’m so hurt that I blocked him and idk if I was being dramatic and psychotic. I would love some advice or anyone similar to this experience that could counsel me in this topic.
Also he lied about his age to me and I found it out recently too I thought we were the same age but he was 2 years younger than me . also he constantly shitted on me for not bleeding on my first time and questioned my virginity just cuz I didn’t bleed :”)
I’m sorry this is my first time writing a Reddit post , forgive me if I didn’t meet the post criteria . Thank you