its not that i dont want my parents, but booking an hotel is way pricier than being hosted by my partner and i really dont want to spend all that money. also i'll add info in the comments if necessary i just dont want to be too specific
i know i am the only one who would know but sometimes i think that my will to see my parter is blinding me from seeing how hard this would actually be so looking for a second opinion
i would have to take a train for 13 hours on my own (never done such a thing or taken a train at all) and then i will obviously have to stay at their place for some days without my parents and all things (i am 23 - being a shut in since i was 15)