It’s been two weeks with no contact from my(f25) ex(m24). He broke up with me last March through text but remained friends. However, two weeks ago, he completely ended things between us through text again because he said he didn’t want to lead me on anymore. He also broke his promise that once things were good between us, we would get back together.
We were in a long-distance relationship for two years, only seeing each other for a week each year. He said he can’t do long distance anymore and that it would be better for both of us to find someone closer for a long-term relationship. He also said he wants to focus on himself and his goals now.
He blocked me on every app where we were connected, even on our gaming apps. He even blocked me on our main messaging app on my birthday and no greeting, which completely devastated me. It feels like he erased me from his life entirely—no friendship, nothing. It hurts so much. We were together for two years, and I can’t fathom how he can just forget all our memories and throw me away like I meant nothing. I still can’t move on. I even tried reaching out through email to offer just friendship, but he never replied.
I don’t know what to do. It hurts so much, and I can’t move forward while it seems like he’s able to continue his life without any remorse. I can’t accept he can just leave me so easily like this. I never even get to see him and hear his voice on video call for the last time.
I don’t know how I’ll get through this. I cry every day. Every time I wake up, the emptiness is already there, and it breaks me all over again. I love him so much, and I miss him deeply. He’s my first boyfriend, which makes this even harder. I feel like I can’t lose him from my life—being friends with him would already be enough for me.