Rough week TW: funeral and lost
hey guys it me again haha idk I find it kinda therapeutic to write out my issues so this kinda my safe space but this last week has been rough as yall know I work 2 full time jobs 30 hours at each and I also do spark and doordash and try to help take care of my grandparents. so as yall can realize im under alot of stress and I suffer with depression and anxiety. well in this last week I lost a family member and its been hard but the worst thing is I cant afford a funeral or anything because I dont have much in my emergency fund after a hospital visit not long ago and honestly idk what imma do to afford it they quoted me around 2,500 just to bury them which I know doesn't sound like much but that is alot to me and gofundme isn't letting me upload or start one for somereason so im kinda fucked and honestly idk anymore I just want to hide in my bed. again sorry for the rant.