u/Educational_Plane191

for the past few months I have been talking to and manipulating people into thinking I am interested in having a relationship with me, only to use them for their body and then taunt them about it after. I now know what im doing is wrong and immoral but I cannot bring myself to feel any remorse for my actions. I dident even think of my actions as manipulative until I told my friends and they told me how wrong I was for doing these things. I have also had a past of purposely running over stray animals while driving and it just dident seem like an issue until I mentioned it in a drunken conversation between my friends. I have never been tested for any psychological or mental illness but I really doubt I have any because I am a well adjusted person and have no symptoms of them. I’ve tried to use Google to help me find out why im like this but all the search results yield information about aspd and sociopathy, I am almost certain I do not have that so please do not mention it. Can anyone please let me know if what im experiencing is normal?