warning — if you‘re in a bad place or also feel ashamed about this, please don’t read this. i dont want you to feel ashamed as i do, this is just a vent
it’s not like it’s bad to be autistic. it’s not, right? so why does society act this way towards us. using us as insults? i feel like i can never achieve anything. that there is truly something wrong with me.
that i’m disgusting and subhuman. because that’s the way they treat us, no matter what we do.
and those autism parents on tiktok, you think maybe they’d have a bit of grace and understand. but no. they treat us as burdens and as subhuman.
even if we stand up for ourselves, no one really cares. because they see us as animals, acting as if our opinions are invalid automatically simply because we are autistic.
i know it’s not true. or is it? honestly i’m starting to believe it. that i am subhuman and dont deserve anything, that i won’t achieve anything.