support/vent
she says she wants to explore herself and that also includes her ‘ex’ of sorts. i’m bipolar and my wife has aspd. i’m afraid she’s having an episode of recklessness where she is not cautious over things she does and disregards everything. i’m very sad and hopeless. i have no support but her and i love her very much. we’ve been married for three years and together for 5. we are young at 22 but i don’t know what to do. she says she will see with time to explore herself and maybe in the future we will be together again (3+years)
what should i do if anything
we were supposed move to seattle in august and move in with her family in a few weeks we have 5 cats together and i rely on our marriage for taxes regarding university scholarships
she says she wants a clean cut, easy done deal
we had big fight leading to this which was my fault but we are in marriage not dating it’s devastating and i wish i had someone to cry to and to scream
i financially supported us for 4 years and only now she has a job coming up and she’s leaving our family
HOW CAN I MOVE ON FROM THIS
this is NOT a blessing in disguise this is horrible and i’m losing my bestest friend and favorite person in all of creation
apparently she had been in communications with the ‘ex’ and she says they support her and care about her and she cares about them too and what they had is not resolved they know my wife is married and this is not the first time they tried coming back in their life it’s so frustrating and i know it’s also wrong on my wife’s part but it’s so hard to not see past it for OUR FAMILY we just legally changed our names to our married family name DAYS AGO
i’m so overwhelmed and they want to move out tmr my wife today, a stranger whom i know every little thing about the next day it’s not fair. i feel so wronged. we both have hurt each other but i wish she would stay i wish she would choose us and fight
i just signed us up for my work insurance which i cannot change if i don’t want to have insurance
and they don’t even want to be in communications with me i work full time i can’t feed our cats appropriately i’m so stressed and it feels like i have nothing i could do to change this
i do not accept this reality