My life never improves
I just needed somewhere to vent. This isn't merely about an exam. I've struggled with my mental health way beyond these 4 years of college. About to take an exam worth a large part of my grade but it had too much content to study since it is cumulative. I also got sick. I am sleep deprived and feeling horrible about what is about to happen. My ocd is telling me this is it, this is the one time I do fail this is the one time I royally screw up so bad I cannot take this class again until a year later because well its only offered once a year. I've been having panic attacks and I just want this to end. These 4 years have been hell on my mental health and I just wanna leave. I have 3.6 GPA so before anyone says I didn't work hard at all these 4 yrs or I must have not tried doesn't say anything. I don't know. If I don't pass this I feel like its the end of the world and honestly don't know what I would do next but it would be pretty drastic.