Reality of my actions
Hii currently a medical student in a well known private school in Luzon but may not be any longer. It’s currently exam season and my mental health has been wavering so much this past year which have greatly affected my grades. There are days where I just lay on my bed doing nothing or mindlessly doomscrolling instead of studying which have caused me to fail my exams. Now that there’s only finals left and with everything going on, I honestly feel so burnt out and my brain is telling me to stop and rest na. But the fighter in me wants to continue fighting and give it my all sa upcoming exam, friends have also tried their best to show support by sending encouraging words. It’s so touching and my heart breaks little by little everyday at the thought of leaving this all behind because of my own actions. I want to fight but at the same time give up na 🥹