u/Economy_Pain1937

I’m just kinda posting this as a rant but I feel like life just has nothing more to offer me I don’t know if I’m just insecure but I feel like nobody truly loves me and I feel everyone is so fake I don’t even feel like a person, I crashed my car two weeks ago just to feel something, I don’t even think my girlfriend truly likes me I feel like I’m the worst human being of all time I don’t even know why I do the things all I do Is lie all the time even though I just want to be truthful and I feel like I just as the biggest fuck up off all time and I keep pushing people away and my ego is just fucking so high I hate it I feel like everyone around just thinks of me as a angry annoying loser who always puts people down