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I (25m) am an R&D engineer working in a non-US country, and I work with a woman, "K" (38f). K is half-British/White, half-South-Korean and she is actually Japanese on her Korean side ("Zainichi Korean"). My male colleagues and I all really like working with her, and I was already really into her before the events of this post. She's into gothic lolita fashion (she is allowed to wear some of that stuff on the job) and she overall looks like a cute anime girl.
So this past April, K and I attended a social event together. I later found her in a secluded area. She was on her knees, sobbing and wearing only her tank top and her jeans which looked like they were almost pulled off of her. I took her to the emergency room, and she did have to do that kit. She really wanted me to stay in the room with her while she was going through the kit, and it was a last-second, quick decision that I had to make so I said yes.
During the test, I did see her at one point in just her bra and jeans, and even though she was crying during the entire test and obviously wishing she was somewhere else, I felt butterflies in my stomach. I was reminded then of why I was so into her. I did not see her totally naked though.
Nowadays, K is working a lighter schedule as she goes through therapy. But whenever I'm with her, it pains me to say this, but I can only think about her body. I cannot stop feeling constantly horny whenever I am around her.
TL;DR I have the feels for my manager because of the worst possible circumstances.