My Mom’s Confusing “Support”
I don’t know if this just isn’t a big deal but to me it kinda hurt and I’m trying to get outside opinions on it. My mom keeps insisting that she supports me and just wants me to be happy but it feels like everything she says contradicts that and I have no idea if it’s just me or what. She says she supports me but didn’t want me pursuing anything while on her insurance since she “doesn’t agree with it”. She’s also said that while she supports my decision, she feels it goes against what God promised her when I was a baby that I’d “be a great man someday”. I’ve also tried to recommend she look stuff up concerning the trans identity so that she could try to learn things and try to be more respectful in how she talks but she insists she doesn’t need to do that and that she just needs to talk to me to figure out who I am but she can’t talk to me without getting me too emotional and frustrated to sit down and have a “proper” talk. She also says she tries to refer to me more respectfully but I still notice her consistently referring to me as he/him and rather than using my name she calls me by an old nickname “Bubby”. Am I just sensitive about any of this or is this all a right cause for concern?