u/EchoBites325

I'm not sure this question belongs in this sub. If it doesn't come a kindly point me to the right direction.

I work in a nursing home and I love the job, but the worst part of it is when people you become close with pass away. I've had two particularly tough losses: one in November and one in March. I don't know if it's just because it's still pretty new, but I get these waves of sadness and intensely missing these particular people. And I'm not new to having people pass away so I'm aware of and have been through the grieving process before. Would it be weird/okay/acceptable to seek out a medium to help resolve these things? To be clear, I've never been to a medium. I don't know if this is proper/professional/ethical.