I have never understood trans people that claim to love their transness and that they "would never trade it to become сis"
It just... doesn't make sense to me. Why would anyone want to be transsex? Every single event that takes place in your life reminds you of being inferior compared to others. Your own voice, the way others perceive you, the changes occurring in your body on a daily basis... All of these remind you of being so, so different in comparison with the 99% of population. And once you've learnt the truth about yourself, there is no going back. The heart-wrenching feeling will never go away, no matter how hard you try to ignore it; instead, it just grows stronger every single day.
Even if you're lucky enough to finally take a huge step towards starting the HRT, there is absolutely no guarantee that it will work. The natal puberty is over; your body is already mutilated by the hormones of the wrong sex. You will probably be infertile and never build a family of your own, for nobody wants to date us, deviants. Heck, there's even a not-so-small chance of never passing and being seen as a freak by everyone!
Well, let's imagine that you fully pass. Even then, the mere fact of your existence is political and is seen as some kind of threat to the safety of others. As if being extremely uncomfortable and insecure about our bodies was not enough, we're constantly seen and treated as objects or some sort of experimental animals, whose only purpose in this life is to be ridiculed at.
Being trans is an extremely joyful experience, isn't it?