I have actually been committed to my writing and drawing these last few weeks. I'm a decently competent hobbyist. I still have tons of practice to do, that's fine. But I feel like my art lacks soul. Like I'm too distant to put even the tiniest piece of myself into what I'm creating.
I have a distinct style, but it's very cold and matter of fact. "This is how things are, no room for interpretations". Everything is done just enough to be functional, and then picked apart until only the most essential bits are left.
For drawing this is fine since I mostly just redraw memes with fandom characters. But for the writing I feel like I'm giving my readers a worse experience. I keep having to publish chapters before I can completely strip them of life.
I haven't had anyone tell me they hate it, but I can tell that my writing is much "cleaner" and concise than most other fanfics.