u/EasternMonk2202

i been sober from the begining of this year, i was on xanax for a year, barely been recovering. ended up getting a job, but i been drinking here and there because i thought it would kinda be a social thing and help with my anxiety. but i feel like i get stared at everywhere im at in public and it feels awkward. i stopped going to my doctors once i got sober they said i didint need to go but suggested therapy. do i think i need it? idk but surely its hard to have some free time im working i just dont want to lose my job feel like it is taking a toll on me .