In need of genuine advice
My partner of 3 years (recently engaged) has been hiding his drinking from me the whole relationship, while he claimed to be sober. I first caught him a year ago, and he swore up and down it was just a mistake and would never happen again. Well as you can imagine it did. I don’t even know how many times this has happened since, or if it really even stopped, because he usually acts normal, unless he is blacked out, or as of recently, having a seizure. He came home from work blacked out 2 weeks ago and of course he lied about it. Once he finally admitted it, he swore again. Well I found him drinking again 2 days ago. I don’t know what to do. He swears this time is different, going to therapy, aa, etc. but I just don’t trust him. I guess I’m just looking to be validated that I wouldn’t be evil for leaving. I am only 23, in nursing school, and have a lot to look forward to. I love him a lot, but my view of him is tainted.