Im at a point in my life where i dont see meaning in my life while everyone else is achieving or reaching there dreams
I got a friend who just graduated college to become a teacher, one who is going to seminary to become a priest, one who became a fire fighter, and all others in or going to college for there dream jobs and all my friends who want love have found love and are dating honestly the best people i have ever seen them date
then there is me. A college drop out stuck working at the family factory after failing to become a lawyer and any dream i can think of left i dont have the talent for or my family wont pay for college for it. and also i cant find love no matter how hard i look, i tried dating apps, asking friends to set me up, ect but not even 1 date ( to be fair im not going up and hitting on random people since i dont wanna be creepy )
Mix that with the fact that already when ever any of my friends are in college i get texted less and less and after this summer all but 2 of my friends with be at college ( one being a fire fighter so he is always busy ) and i know i will be left more alone then ever. And my friends are the only thing that gives my life any level of meaning
beacuse of all of this i just feel lost, left behind, and hopeless and i just want a purpose and to have meaning in my life
does anyone know how to find purpose or meaning in life?