u/DutchtheCoffee

I’m not mad I just wanted to get this off my chest cause it made me sad and a bit hurt. I thought I wouldn’t post this ever but I guess I’m here: I liked a girl an she knew and she said she did like me but she wanted to wait until her birthday to say if she liked me or not. We texted like a normal couple like anyone else even tho we weren’t. We even flirted. But a week before her birthday she says she just wanted to be friends. I’m not mad it just makes me a bit sad and hurt that I did all of this work and she made it seem like she actually liked me. I just feel like it was all for nothing…

I’m not even mad just wanna say this out. I end up liking a girl and she says she possibly liked me and kept me in the hook and said by her birthday that she would tell me if she liked me fully. 1 week before she told me she said she wanted to stay friends and it just hurt a bit. We like chatted like a couple and it just hurts a bit. I really thought something cause it seemed like she actually liked me!
Sometimes I wanna blame myself for this as if I wasn’t enough and I just wanted to get this thing of my chest.