u/Dumb-fuckiam

i was feeling horrible and i really wanted that rush last night so i made three medium deep cuts on the sole of my foot (i dont really have any nice blades, so as deep as they could go). now it hurts to even move that foot, and i understand that it will take a lot of time to heal. i cant even walk bare foot anymore. it reminds me of why i was feeling bad last night, and to keep feeling bad about it.