u/Dull-Program6348

I lost my son on March 8 at 38+5 after a healthy pregnancy. There’s no cause of death right now. I can’t help it but every time I see a pregnancy announcement or pictures of a baby shower, my only thought is “ok but your baby could die.” Idk what I’m looking to get out of writing this, but does anyone think the same? People that are further out from their loss, do those thoughts ever go away and do you actually ever feel happy for others when it comes to pregnancy? Maybe it’s jealousy, or maybe I’m just aware of what can happen, but I felt naive when my sweet boy died, and now I just think everyone else out there is so naive. It sucks because I’m a genuinely positive person.