4 years no contact, last message to her was that she could take her time to decide if she still wanted to continue our 5 year relationship, and then 2 days later she posted a photo with some dude talking about "her peace" or something along those lines. I immediately unfollowed her and deleted her contact
yesterday I see a deleted message from an unknown number, I text back question marks, the person then says "sorry, I was just reminiscing about our old videos" I ask who this was even though after that statement I knew it could only be her, she says its xx and I was playing with xxx (the name she gave to a teddy bear I gave her for valentine's or something like back then), I replied oh and then deleted the chat, didn't block her or anything
I did not want to keep her number, I was so tempted to pull on that thread and make a comment about how I hoped they were good memories, I wanted to know how she was, if she missed me, I wanted to let her know how much I have missed her, how I still loved her, how I wished she stayed
but then again, what's the point, I can never let go of her abandoning me, I'm sure she has reasons but I did not deserve that shit
did I do the right thing here? I asked my sister and she said I was low-key being immature and should have talked to her, I told my homegirl and she said fuck that hoe, we don't care what she has to say after all this time
edit: thank you all for your help with this, I have some clarity now over the situation and I believe that I did the right thing, even though a small part of me still yearns for her