TW: mentions of suicidal thoughts
For starters, i am making this post on an anonymous different account so its not linked to my main one
Second, I have tried to get in touch with school counsellor, but everytime i tried to do that (especially yesterday and the day before), the next day i couldnt find him anywhere and he was nowhere to be seen during the time we were to talk. I’ve practically ran out of any other options atp to ensure this works except for this (7 whole months…)
I have tried talking to my parents this year about this stuff (we don’t talk about my previous attempts lol), basically talking about my suicidal thoughts and ideations and how i should go visit the doctor for these problems, but when i said one of the reasons was my screen time rules of 2 hours (which would require like 1-2 paragraphs talking properly about how it affected me, they were like that isnt a good enough reason to be suicidal and they asked if there’s anymore and cuz i couldn’t reveal anything else about what happened to me at that time i just said i’d try remembering them
i can explain more later maybe if needed but i gotta go sleep now so i’ll check back in here when i can, thank you for reading this.