I got pregnant last January. I miscarried and had two d&c procedures last month. I just started what I think is my period today. What do I do and what can I expect? Will my flow change? More or less pains? I told my mom but she had nothing to say about it
May 17th will mark two years since my dad’s passing. I remember the day clearly. I’m the day before I had been on call with some friends. I saw a flashlight out my window so I went and told my mom. She went out to see what it was with her husband. It was the cops. They kept asking for next of kin over 18. I was only 17 though so they wouldn’t tell us anything since my older brothers lived elsewhere. So the cops left. The next morning my mom came in my room, in tears. She told me my dad had gotten into an accident and they couldn’t find him. I received tha message as my dad crashed and ran— he didn’t have insurance, was wanted, and most likely had his license suspended. Makes sense, right? So, I went to go look for him. I went to my brothers hotel and he told me our dad was dead. He was on call with him moments before he died, and he had died on the way to meet him. But he was crying. He was telling my brother he was on his way to kill me and my younger brother since he couldn’t have us. Sine he didn’t have a house. Since he didn’t have a job. The reason they couldn’t find him? His body was burnt beyond recognition. His organs were ash. It took the months to verify what we all already knew. The day after this I had my high school graduation. Then I left for the army. Basic was rough but I made it through. Air was worse but still, I do it. I got my first apartment, enrolled in college, and held a stable job for almost a year. Then I started drinking again. I lost it all. I moved into my boyfriend’s house but I don’t know anyone. I don’t have friends. My family doesn’t reach out anymore. All I have is my dog and cat I can hardly care for because I can’t pull my ass out of bed unless it’s to the store to grab more to drink. I look for jobs and friends. But to no avail. What do I do?