Looking for advice
I was admitted to a top performing arts conservatory for the fall, and I've almost been considering withdrawing my deposit. I love dance, but I don't think I'm good enough to keep up. I started dancing really late, and I feel like I haven't caught up technically, physically, or with the soft mental skills required for training of this caliber. I don't want to take the spot of someone more deserving, and I don't want to put myself through years of physical, mental, and social struggle just to enter a job market in which everyone is still better than me. Best case scenario, I'm going into a job market filled with talented people with more training. I don't know who I am or what I'd do without dance, which scares me because I don't think I'm a good enough dancer to have so much invested in it. Shouldn't I be better by now? I would love to hear from some other dancers and maybe get some advice on where to go from here.