Not what I expected
First time poster long time lurker. Thank you to everyone on here who has shared your stories, they have been helpfull to me. The end is nearing for my mother, just this morning she was talking albeit not coherentlt. I now sit by her bedside listening to her death rattle, I knew the end would come quick and unexpectedly but I thought it would be after she completely lost her ability to talk and eat.
I always thought I'd feel some sort of relief when it was her time. Instead all I feel is regret, i should have done more for her, should have been more understanding with her when she was in her first stages of decline, but most of all regret hat she is being taken from me again, exept this time i will be losing all of her. My only solace is knowing her suffering will be over soon. To anyone reading this i am truly sorry you are going through the same thing, best wishes