u/Dry_Way6673

Im a guy still in the closet, and I've embraced the fact that im gay, and there's nothing I can do about it. After bottoming for a few times, i dont feel like a man anymore.i feel like a slut who isnt a man and never will be. Im pretty straight passing irl and everyone asks me if i have ever had a girl, so i look masc on the outside but deep down im a bottom who loves being submissive. I love every aspect of being a bottom, but it's just so humiliating and shameful for me, i just want to be confident in my sexuality and masculinity at the same time. Is it possible to do so?Ik this post may sound shit, but it's just internalised homophobia and i can't help it