u/Dry_Soup_9590

I am 20 from UK. My partner has a history of dysphoria and always feels uncomfortable with their body. They sometimes talk about potentially transitioning one day to a woman. However, they have not reached that deliberation yet and are not yet identified as trans. I am not attracted to women that way, and it kills me. I don't know what to do. I'm so scared and can't see a future for us. It breaks my heart cause this person is everything to me. I want them to be happy completely, though, even if I don't get to spend my romantic life with them. I just hope they don't lie to me about how they feel when I tell them about how I feel. I love them immensely and hope they will accept me as a dear friend in their life, but that scares me too. I don't know how I'll get over them. I'm also scared of misgendering them by mistake due to my attraction to them during my grieving process. It's so much to take in, and I feel so guilty. I can't wait to see them shine one day, though. They deserve it through and through.