u/Dry_Photograph_9714

This is so embarrassing, but for the last few years I’ve basically convinced myself that I’m not a real person. I feel like I just float through life and that I have no real purpose except to exist as a background character for other people.

I feel like a monster and it terrifies me. I can barely look in the mirror because all I see is something nonhuman and something that shouldn’t even be here. Somedays, I feel so ugly that I can’t leave my room or else I’m scared I’ll ruin someone’s day with my disgusting face and/or body.

I’m so miserable. I just don’t know what to do.