I’m on two weeks or something. first quit attempt I haven’t counted the days. I’m just done. my son is two months old tomorrow. I don’t want him to see his dad smoke. I don’t want his mom to worry that I’m going to get sick and die young.
ive got people depending on me. and that’s enough reason to not smoke today.
No trying to judge, I’m sure I’m stupid too on many things. But when I try to make friends I just feel like…. ugh this person is too dumb to be in my life. I don’t want to be arrogant seriously. it’s just the topics they bring up or the problems they face I find incredibly uninteresting. Usually they parrot some news headline or mention an obviously unscientific opinion and I immediately don’t want to interact with them anymore.
Usually they have some serious flaw in their personality and I want to just scream at them to stop doing the thing that keeps screwing their lives up. But if I do they never change anyway.
Yeah I wish the people around me were better educated and more intelligent. it’s lonely.