hi, 27f here, baka may nakakarelate sakin as someone who works at corporate. lately kasi pumapalpak na talaga yung performance ko sa work, one year na ko pero my metrics is plummeting down and natatakot ako na baka iterminate nila ako because of this, tapos meron pa kong major project na pumalpak kasi ako ginawa nilang leader and need Ko humarap sa client and apologize to them.
im really trying my best and i thought meds would help, sinabay ko siya since first day ko dito so one year na din, ive been taking 100mg sertraline and consistent check up ko sa psychiatrist ko pero no matter what i do my performance still suffers, its making me think naman na theres something wrong with me cognitively. idk anymore.
ano nalang coping mechanisms niyo for failure, i feel like mapapagalitan ako bukas ng boss ko kaya napatakbo ako dito bigla lol. Sorry for disturbing you guys