Hey, I'm turning 24 soon and I feel like I have already lost all hope in finding a new partner. For context it has been almost a year since me and my partner of four years broke up.
At first we went no contact and I started to heal. Found a new guy to talk to (but he turned out to be abusive) after that I have had no luck in love. Every guy has left me for someone else.
Ex reached out to me again and wanted to stay friends and see our dog again. I said sure bc I was in a really good headspace. This was a huge mistake, he had found someone new few weeks after our breakup and said that he really liked her and she could be his girlfriend and future wife, but he still said he had feelings for me. We hooked up but we knew that getting back together wasn't an option so we ended it. He is back together with her again and I'm still struggling so hard to find a new guy.
Every guy is either only after sex, dumps me for someone else, doesn't make effort ect. I have lost all hope in ever getting my happy ending. I feel bitter about my ex finding someone so good and amazing so insanely fast, and I'm still here a year later not anywhere close to getting into a relationship and I feel like it honestly will not happen.
I'm in a really bad headspace and have been last couple of days. I saw my ex with the girl and he has lost all love for me I guess. I have not done anything else than eat and sleep and been on my phone all day. Life feels pointless and it feels like I have been glued to the bed. I have been crying so much I threw up. I see no hope for me anymore. My future doesn't seem to include a partner and I can't live with that.