u/Dry_Instance8013

Hello everyone, basically what I wrote.

I can’t accept the fact that I’m going to change name. I hate my old name, every time that someone call me like this I get chill and it’s impossible to stand, I hate it. But at the same time I get annoyed when someone call me with my new name (even if I love that name, I always thought it’s a beautiful name and always wanted it). I feel I’m deceiving people making them calling me with my new name and also if I watch myself at the mirror and imagining my new name I just feel ridiculous. But at the same time I can’t keep living with my old name, even because I’m almost 1 year on t and I’m really starting to pass everywhere and my old name it’s a really feminine Italian name.