Naku oka friend undhi, thana peru S anukundham. Thanu chaala bhayasthuraallu like literally she can't even go to the lecturer's cabin and fill water (sneak chesi) that's because she can't drink college water (she feels avi baalevu ani).
So thanu naku college starting lo ne parichayam. And chala introverted ga untadhi ankunna but the more I knew about her, the more my opinion changed. It's like she is dependent on me. Naku private space anedhe ledhu college la. Na phone na deggara undadhu, one mistake that I have done is thanaki na phone password iyyadam. And since then na phone na deggara undadhu. Whenever I text someone, she looks (she doesn't peep like a stalker, but she makes it obvious that she is looking), ento mari thana phone eh vaadadhu. Eppudu she's into my phone
Emaina adgithe she will be like, na phone lo net raadhu (ante ma college adivi lo untadhi), i try to keep my things chala private. But because whenever I text a guy, she looks and obvious she will hoot or ask kadha like "eyuuu eyuuu, evvarthoni texting" so I cant be like its no one. She literally sees bruh.
Dont get me started on the movies, enni movies chupistadhi naku assalu, I have all subscriptions so etla vaadalo atla vaadukuntadhi. See sometimes I like watching them, sometimes I dont, appudu kuda force eh. Naku adhi nachadhu.
Dont get me started on the "harmless" pranks she does. Okasari college starting lo phone ki access unde kabatti she used to think its fun fucking with someone's sleep. So 3am or 4am ki alarm pedthunde.
I used to be like tf? Off chesi padukuntunde. Itla oka 4,5 times chesindhi. Then one day, she really crossed the line. Prathi ganta ki pettindhi 12am nunchi 5am daaka. I was done with her inka. She thinks its fun messing with someone's sleep schedule like that. What if I had done the same with her?
Matladadhu kuda nathoni, ah incident tarwata. I changed my phone password, stopped giving access to the movies too, then she hits me up with "maaripoynavu x( na peru)" haha, so nenu boundaries set cheskoni neeku tagattu lekapothe nenu maaripoyina?
I dont know endhuku antha bhaya padthadho, I am so chill but this girl prathi daaniki bhaya padthadhi, imaginative things aalochinchkoni bhaya padthadhi and adantha ochi na deggara panic ayitadhi. At this point , I am done. I'm so close to losing it
See thanu na meedha depend aiyithe ok, nenu em antha against kaadhu daaniki. The thing is imagine cheskoni things bhaya padtadhi for example : she went to write a competitive exam in the past, and thanu em chits pettaledhu, but she is imagining that thana deggara chits unnay and dorkipotadhi and they will take an action kr something against her.
I dont think that is normal, that is a psychological problem. Itlantivi chala aythuntayi maku especially in exams, itla pichi daani la panic aiypoyi em emo chesthaa untadhi
And I should not get started on this kaani, her being obsessed/jealous with how I study. Nenu eppudu chadivesthane unta anukuntadhi, when I am actually being real nammadhu. Chadavale ante assal nammadhu, bro nen em cheshna bro neeku. Endhuku nammavu. Just because nee paatha friends itla dongalu la cheshnaru doesn't mean nen kuda anthe chestha. How is your past experience my thing to change or make you heal?
This is my rant, but is it all in my head or for real, i want to know. Tldr gpt ki adguthaa wait : TL;DR: my friend is extremely controlling, paranoid, and boundary-violating.
She:
Tracks my phone and gets weird when I text others
Invades your privacy (phone access, alarms, sleep disruption)
Acts jealous/possessive like you belong to her
Overthinks and imagines threats that don’t exist
Makes me anxious instead of comfortable.