u/Dry-Train-2354

Hi! I work at Starbucks and it has become apparent that I need accommodations at work! What kind of accommodations should I ask for?

I’m struggling with impulse control. Have been for a few weeks now. I want to get high so bad. But I am in a sobriety journey. My impulses have been making it really hard to stay sober. I’v been struggling with not taking a whole bottle of pills. Snuck alcohol behind my husbands back. I took a gabapentin with olanzapine and hydroxyzine today. I wish I hadn’t. I know I am responsible for my actions. But this doesn’t feel like me. I know the tag says ‘advice wanted’… so how do you get through impulses? Does anyone else struggle with sobriety and bipolar 2?