u/Dry-Street7871

I'm preparing for the NEET exam to get a seat in MBBS. My condition is very bad. I couldn't told my parents that I could not study well and I feel depressed and I have suicidal thoughts I have been preparing for this exam for the past three years. This time I do not have confidence. I have tawakkul in Allah that He will do what is best for me. I do not know how my future will be but I really want to earn money open an orphanage and help the poor. I do not know whether it will be possible or not but I will definitely work hard for it. Please guide me. I do not know much about Islam. I am learning about it but I love Allah and our Prophet Muhammad.